Thursday, July 25, 2013

She Only Said One Thing

She loves me.

She accepts me
for who
I
am.

She even loves my
uncircumcised
cock.

It loves her back.

My cock
wants to
marry her.

Now I do.

It's the strangest
feeling
I've ever
felt.

But it's the greatest
I've ever
felt
too.

The world makes sense
with her,
even when we are
both
confused.

Everything is beautiful
because of her.

There is no more
time
to waste.

I must die
now
before it all
ends.

Only a fool
would believe
it could last
forever.

But never
have I ever
wanted anything
more.

The next chapter
awaits us
and the fear
of it all
is behind
me.

She only said
she love me.

Thursday, July 18, 2013

Please

Bodybag,
he said,
put me
in a bodybag and
drop me
in a hole.

He had the right
idea.

No sense
dragging on.

No sense in
living old
and constantly
complaining,
habitually making
everybody's
ears
menstrate.

He was right,
I believed him.

Die
when the time
comes.

Live
right here
in this moment
with me
n
o
w.

Complain
when they
zip
you
up.

Please.

I'm running
out of
rags.

Saturday, July 6, 2013

This Dream's Not Over

In the night sky
a galaxy
explodes.

The bright fire shines
in my eyes
and disappears.

Like that.

I think to myself,
we could be here
and gone.

Like that.

All of our mistakes,
murders,
and miscommunications,
erased.

Sounds nice.

Then again,
I want to continue to
make mistakes.

I don't want
this dream
to end.

We have no choice.

We must let everything
go.

All lives must
be
erased.

Others can watch
in silence
and think,
for a second,
they
still
have a chance
to make
one last
mistake.

I walk on
pursuing
mine.

Monday, July 1, 2013

They Had Snake Eyes

My idols were
madmen.

They fucked every woman
they could.

Some men too.

They submerged their hearts
and souls
in vices
and flames.

They even destroyed lives.

But I had no one
else
to turn to.

My father was fictional
and just like fiction,
I made up
everything
about him.

Never once
seeing
into his eyes.

But these men,
were not made up.

They were there.

For me,
for countless bastards
wandering alone
in dirty underwear.

They never let
anybody
down.

They knew
what is what like
to be lost.

They knew what
failure
was
and they laughed
at it all.

That's the only
way to live.

Just a roll
of the dice.

Snake eyes
is what I
prefer.