Saturday, February 4, 2012

Thanks for the Push

I have weaknesses
all around,
most
beyond my control,
constantly
growing in strength.

Others
get in on the action.

Thirsty for my insercurities.

Abandoned
and hopeless,
my mind gives in
to their will.

With time,
I am full
of fear
and agony,
unable to eat,
to breathe,
to live.

A hollow shell of misery
is where I reside,
waiting
to shatter.

One more mistake
is all
I need.

One more failure
is all
it will take.

One more step
I'll be off the cliff,
descending into the forgotten,
falling to pieces,
the way so many others
have done.

The way
they have been pushing me
since their birth.