I kept thinking
I’m fucking
My dead baby’s
Soul.
I had its blood
On my fingers, dick
And mouth.
I have never been so turned on…
Scared shitless.
Also.
I felt so
Unprepared to be a father.
The time was not right.
I,
We
Didn’t feel right
Which is why
The baby had to be
Flushed away.
We could not bring a life
Into this pathetic
World,
But there will be more
opportunities.
There will be a chance
For me
To become a
Father.
I hope one day
I’m ready.
I hope one day
I can be mature enough
To handle
This wonderful
Gift.
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