Eternal Agony

All their lives
they had to struggle
through a miserable
existence.

Now this...

Their souls
held prisoner
in
eternal agony.

There is too much
I do not
understand.

How could
such a horrifying
dimension
exist?

What does it all mean?

If the afterlife
is
worse than our
horrible jobs,
credit,
prisons,
then,
why on earth
would anybody
want to
die?

I no longer want to die.

I love this place.

I love my life.

I love that
I
have the power
to create
eternal bliss
right here
in this dimension.

This much
I do understand.

Nothing else really matters.